He’s such a little bitch…
Why the hell does he tell me that he loves me? and still wants to see me? This classifies him as a loser. It doesn’t help the fact that my feelings linger… this shit is stupid, ugh. I wouldn’t really say he’s my “ideal” type of guy. I mean… he is buff, tall, cute, nice, and quite a gentleman… but something is missing. I want someone that makes me feel intellectually stimulated, but this just doesn’t cut it. There’s always an imbalance, either the guy is super hot but simpleminded, or he’s somewhat clever but lacks in the physical department. WHATEVER. Shit. It’s not impossible to find my ideal, I have faith… I just don’t know what to do with this one… blah.
