where is this all going…
i don’t have a clue where my life is headed… i mean, i know where i want to be in life, but i can’t get a grasp of “what’s next”. i’m utterly anxious and scared. ugh. i haven’t been exactly taking the role as a wholesome christian, but i downright believe that god has a plan for us - me. thus, i believe that being distressed and confused is all part of his “plan”. i don’t know. i’m lacking motivation and all that good stuff. my attention span is worse than of a first grader. my god, help me.
